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i'm tired, i'm, so fucking tired, i hate this, i keep throwing my temper, giving a black face, gave commitment to some thing tt i wasn't really into, but i have to hold on, for everyone else, i can't spoil it... some pple really ruin my mood, no nice things dun say, dun say it on the fucking net, pin pting at someone else... i'm just waiting for my turn... seriously, fuck off, if all u wanna say is hurtful stuff... i can't take it, and i dunwan to take it, all i can do now, is just fuck care, but there will be a day when i really can't? wld tt make u happy?? i do actually know some pple tt will ans yes, or maybe cos i'm being paranoid... y are pple so evil???
:) the only thing tt makes me happy, is looking forward to wearing the new dress tmr... gonna be fun, i hope i can wake up for my morning class tmr, my mum's sending me, coolios...
u know what??? somepple just make me feel stupid, not in the stupid as in iq and eq, just a word, stupid... seriously, stop it, i dun like it... go away...dun take advantage of me... go away... one day, i'll blow up, friendship isn't supposed to be making another person feel stupid. i dun understand u, it's not very serious, but stop making fun of me, too much is too much, and u know it... ... i'm not being anal, just tired, and it came clashing down to me... hope this thinking will go away... becos i dunwanna think tt u're purposely making a fool outta me.. i've nicer friends with better nature than u, i can just fuck off anytime...
i'm fucking tired, and hungry, maybe tt's y i'm being anal...
i miss me, i miss alone time with me... i need more time to myself, i'm deprived, i dun like being busy, rushing here and there,i'm damn sad now, but i think the dress will cheer me up tmr, hopefully... gonna be happy tmr and do my best, regardless of how superficial and ridiculous it is... to evryone who disagrees,stuff it up ur ass, and keep ur mouth shut, i nv wanna hear u speak...
